I agonize over some aspects of my plot. But my betas never notice them. They hone in on the one thing I thought wouldn’t be important and ask a million questions about it x.x B’oh!
R.I.P. Stan Lee(December 28, 1922 – November 12, 2018)
The thing that hit me hardest about Stan Lee’s death was reading that there was a time when he felt like he wasn’t doing anything important.
Which is how I feel about my work right now. But maybe, just maybe, if I keep going, I might someday touch a fraction of the lives that he did. And that would be pretty amazing.
Back when I started the Seven Deadly Sins project, I joked that there were probably enough off-shoots of Domerin that I could write a prompt for each sin featuring him. It’s taken some time but I have, indeed, found a Domerin for every sin.
Greed features another Domerin that hasn’t occupied my blog before. I’ve mentioned that he occupies a bit of a multiverse. Well, the major keystone of that universe is “war god” Domerin. He’s not actually a god. He was created by an advanced race of alien scientists out of the remains of the original Domerin’s bones. They genetically enhanced him to make him seemlike a god, and set him the task of monitoring the development of their chosen civilization.
But because he was born from Domerin’s remains, he has, somehow, gained access to the memories of all Domerin’s former lives. In fact, he cannot help but remember these things. He and his siblings refer to it as the madness. …
From the moment he tasted Sesha’s blood, he felt driven to add the doctor to his collection. Mortals could never get away with thinking such things. But gods were allowed to do whatever they pleased. And since they had given him all the names associated with War, no one was going to listen if he tried to protest about the limits of his power. They wanted to worship, so they did, making the battlefield his altar so that every casualty became a sacrifice to the divine cause.
But Sesha was different. He didn’t look up on the Lord of War with moon-eyes, and he didn’t sing the songs of blood and death. He wanted to put a stop to all that, in fact. And somehow he had managed to look upon the war god as a person; at least, when he had been able to do so from afar.
His people had chosen him for his innocence, still foolishly believing the god of war preferred purity above all else. They had managed to miss his fire. But it was that fervent resolve that had allowed him to lie brazenly upon the altar – a simple rectangular table set in the center of an unadorned white room. It was that quiet courage that had kept him from screaming when the first searing pain of the war god’s blood fell upon his forehead, though two fat tears had managed to squeeze from the corners of his eyes. And it had been that hidden spark that drew the two of them together, for Domerin hadn’t failed to recognize it when they shared their first glance.
He had seen it dozens of times in dozens of places, but always lurking behind the same eyes. The doctor who waded into the midst of an ongoing battle to save a life hovering on the brink of loss. The mage who defied an army to avert an unnecessary war. A voice that spoke of reason and kindness even when nothing but cruelty had been turned in his direction. Few could see what use a creature of war and destruction could have for such a sweet soul. But Domerin had grown so used to having Sesha walk at his side, he couldn’t fathom anymore how he had survived without him.
Though that always seemed to be the way of it. It was the meeting that sparked the memories. And then suddenly he could see them, see how close they had always been lurking within the shadowed recesses of his mind. He kept those flashes in the forefront of his memory now, summoning the shades of the past, calling them back to his side, though there seemed no way to transfer his recollections during the ritual. Keep Reading.
How tf do you get back into writing after a year break?
start small. don’t demand perfection. or even…anything good. words on a page. that’s all you want. start with 100, then 500. if you get something semi coherent, share it with an overly enthusiastic friend. let their hype make you feel like you’ve written something great even if you haven’t. don’t look back. write 1000 words next time. they’ll actually be okay. :D
This is so important. No matter where you are in your writing journey, be careful you aren’t comparing yourself to people who are at a different stage. I hit the point this year where I started averaging 6,000 words per day (though I only write 4 days a week). In the past, I struggled to write 3,000. And there was a time when I was lucky if I could eek out 1,000 words after six hours of struggle.
Creativity is a muscle. You don’t walk into the gym and lift the heaviest weight on the first day. You build that muscle through slow and consistent effort. Measure your word counts not so that you can despair over how low they are compared to those of others, but so that you can see your progress as you move from one part of the journey to the other.
And you know what? If you only ever write 100 words at a time, that’s great. If you keep writing 100 words and 100 more, eventually you write a whole novel. I believe that Terry Pratchett used to write in small chunks every night. There’s no wrong way to be a writer. Just do what works for you.
When I began working on my undergrad honors thesis last year, some of the best writing advice my adviser gave me actually ended up not being about my writing at all.
She told me, as part of the 10-12 hours I was supposed to work on the project per week, to include the times I found myself just thinking about it. Whether I was going for a walk. Eating lunch. Taking a shower. Falling asleep. Whatever.
Because the times you spend thinking about your writing, even if you don’t put a word on the page or computer, still count. They are an important part of the writing process. So if you question your status as a writer somedays because you haven’t gotten any words down for however long, just remember that thinking about and planning your projects mentally is all part of the process.
A million times this. The time you spend thinking about what you want to put on the page is as important as the time you spend forcing the words out of your fingers. In fact, I find the more time I spend on the planning stages, the easier it is to get the words out when the time comes to write.
Morumi’s lips moved but no sound issued from her mouth. Her eyes narrowed. She pressed her lips into a grim line and shook her head.
“No, you’re not okay?” Rynick demanded, confused, frustrated and more than a little terrified. “Why won’t you talk to me? I need to know what’s going on so I can help.”
Morumi’s lips moved again. Rynick tried to trace the shapes they made, in case she was whispering words, but it looked more like she was abandoning the idea of speech halfway through each motion.
Something was wrong. Morumi was stubborn, obstinate even. But the silent treatment at a moment like this didn’t seem her style. Did this have something to do with the injury to her neck? He looked toward the suit’s bio scanners, but he could no longer read them with Morumi sitting up and moving her arms.
Morumi glowered at him for several seconds. Then she lifted her left hand and started to make strange gestures with her fingers. It took a moment for Rynick to realize that each gesture was measured and precise. These were not rude Caltaran gestures. They were another form of communication. One he had heard of but, sadly, never mastered.
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